As a teenager, my entire view of Chinese tv serials and movies was shaped by actors dresssed as jumping Chinese vampires with ridiculous make-up wearing Qing dynasty court garb. When I walked by an antiques shop and saw these replica portraits hanging by its entrance, I literally froze and shivered in the bright sunshine.
I have this intense dislike for this sort of portraits with long-dead humans in this sort of long-dead fashion. They scare me and give me nightmares. When I visited ancestral halls in China with thousands of portraits hanging off the walls, I literally ran away to the nearest spot at an angle where I couldn't see them no more.
The thing is, many fancy wency international hotels think that it's artistic or classy by putting these portraits into the rooms. Arrrrgh. Whenever I step into a room and see this sort of portraits adorning its walls, I will leave immediately. I will either demand to change a room or for housekeeping to remove the frames within the hour. Eioooowwwww.
My problem is, I'm reminded that when my grandfather died, he left me some portraits of some ancestors in this sort of pose and dress. At that time, I stashed them away in some rented locker to be forgotten through the decades. But every now and then, I get this shockingly rude reminder I have portraits like that which I can't just dump in the garbage bin to recycle.
Grandfather used to proudly hang them up at home in their glass-encased glory. He would tell me stories about these fearsome people. I would be cringing and wishing that I could just disappear. After a while, he stopped telling me stories. I know he doesn't think so, but I remember every word he said, every one of those names and stories. I can re-tell those stories as well as he did, but without that conviction and eloquence. As much as I love my grandfather, I'll never hang these portraits in my own home. *shudder*
I have this intense dislike for this sort of portraits with long-dead humans in this sort of long-dead fashion. They scare me and give me nightmares. When I visited ancestral halls in China with thousands of portraits hanging off the walls, I literally ran away to the nearest spot at an angle where I couldn't see them no more.
The thing is, many fancy wency international hotels think that it's artistic or classy by putting these portraits into the rooms. Arrrrgh. Whenever I step into a room and see this sort of portraits adorning its walls, I will leave immediately. I will either demand to change a room or for housekeeping to remove the frames within the hour. Eioooowwwww.
My problem is, I'm reminded that when my grandfather died, he left me some portraits of some ancestors in this sort of pose and dress. At that time, I stashed them away in some rented locker to be forgotten through the decades. But every now and then, I get this shockingly rude reminder I have portraits like that which I can't just dump in the garbage bin to recycle.
Grandfather used to proudly hang them up at home in their glass-encased glory. He would tell me stories about these fearsome people. I would be cringing and wishing that I could just disappear. After a while, he stopped telling me stories. I know he doesn't think so, but I remember every word he said, every one of those names and stories. I can re-tell those stories as well as he did, but without that conviction and eloquence. As much as I love my grandfather, I'll never hang these portraits in my own home. *shudder*
9 comments:
I really donch mind those portrait to be honest with you. But i hear that in the olden days hor.. the spirits might just hang around the portraits.. and not let go.
well, some people will think it quaint. like me. hah.
sell it?
i am with you. i don't see why or how portrait of somebody's long dead relative got elevated/demoted to art/decor status.
scary...imagination runs wild often after seeing all these potraits..
One of my friends has that exact set in his living room :)
mamabok + elaine: haahha. i don't know about the spirits. i rather NOT know!!!! ;P
seth: EIOOOW. no sell. cannot sell.
sinlady: it's got historical value i suppose. sometimes sentimental.
dawn: ARRRRRGH!
I love such portraits even as a young girl when i was brought to the Chinese association by my parents. Those days these places were like the present-day country clubs. The elders play majong and have some dinner - yes, i distinctly remembered a snake dinner.
I think the portraits were such a nice touch, i used to stand and admire the attire, footwear and headgear of the yester-years. It is as good as admiring marble Greek sculptures at the museum - all representation of dead people ; )
i'm with you on this. think it's kinda scary.
maybe you can donate them to the ancestral halls in china?
anon@7.11pm 24/1: very lovely of you to appreciate it. i just can't. completely spooked. likewise for greek, balinese figures.
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