In the afternoon, away from the office on a site recce, I had some quiet time to myself. It was a beautiful venue at Fort Canning. Went indoors. It was felt so tranquil to be in a white room.
When I looked out of the windows, the eyes were soothed by a patch of unadulterated green. A little surreal, if you will. All very nice though. Took deep slow breaths.
Need to sort out the many thoughts swirling about in my mind. But I don't have enough time to sit down and think about them at least till two months later. In the middle of a hectic period. There's no time to mull over this matter. It ought to be cast aside and I should focus on pushing through this project.
There are no significant push factors to really translate thought into action just yet. Heart vs soul vs individuality. It's not going to be an easy decision.
12 comments:
u talking about BABIES versus bonuses??!!
hey woman, it is ok to wait out that 2 months as you are busying yourself with all the projects! You'll have more moments of quiet to yourself till then. Knowing you, when you're sure, you'll be damn sure.
I'm very amused by gerbera's comment coz that sounds like my dilemma sometimes! hahaH, interpret as you will! :)
gerbera: good lawwd. but that too. because i belong to the 'target' group to convince to have children.
corsage: hehehehe. till next april for sure. but this post wasn't work per se. i'm super vague hor?! hahah. am also thinking about other matters too that need my attention (like a party and a new flat!!) but i can't give them due loving care till 2 months later.
Overwhelmed by things in life? I think you know what you want already and what u will do.
eh. and in 2 months, you're supposed to let me know if you're coming to visit me. hah! *pressure sial*
follow your heart, imp!
2 months will zoom past before you'd even notice! :)
you can't schedule the mind - it will keep working without you noticing and then notify you about the decisions it's made!
just follow what your heart tells you, and i m sure that eventually u will find the best for all and for u. =p
lms wah. such confidence in me. :) i hope so too!
jazzgal: AIYAH! how to take leave and visit u for a month?! so difficult. i must stay at least 3 weeks to justify the long long flight!
nuttyjas: i want to!
kikare: hahah. i should just sleep on it every night!
jomeL: yah hor, at the rate of busy i am now.
elaine: :) i hope so!
fort canning park? yeah, it's mostly peaceful there in the afternoon after those ROM sessions are done LOLz
Heart vs soul vs individuality - WOW, now thar's surreal. it's too easy to just escape in work. but somehow decision still needs to be made evenutally, otherwise its hard to unsettle the mind.
findingmrlazy: yup! you're right. keyword is indeed 'eventually'.
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