Michael de Adder: 'Omicron arises — COVID-19 virus the ultimate Transformer'. More cartoons here. |
I wasn’t in a hurry to get my COVID-19 booster shot. The efficacy of my first two shots would begin to wane in mid-December, and I’d need a booster by January. I don’t intend to travel. Neither would I gallivant to meetings with overseas work visitors nor even see many friends coming into town for the festive season. Wearing a medical face mask properly indoors amongst strangers and keeping up with hygiene practices are still my best defense against all viruses. While I'll minimize social interactions, I have no compelling reason to stay at home 24/7 to avoid all human contact. We're not in full apocalypse yet.
Then Omicron exploded over Thanksgiving. Any new variant with crazy spike proteins is of concern especially if it's easily transmissible. If viruses are determined to wipe out the human race, it will evolve to dodge all our immune responses to take out a huge swathe of the population. The stock markets tumbled, USD2 trillion disappeared off global stocks; many governments were spooked — compulsory quarantine periods, travel bans and border closures are back in fashion. I was like, here we go again.
MOH’s invitation to schedule my booster shot was timely. Might as well to do it now. As more information filtered out about booster shots, and whether to mix and match both mRNA vaccines, I decided that when my turn came, I would opt for Moderna. The US public health officials wouldn't recommend one vaccine brand over another. They left it to individuals to weigh personal risks and benefits and analyze the studies put out there. Our government, on the other hand, in mid November, told us straight what to do, in that insufferable tone of 'Look, this is the best option. You can read the facts. But we have saved you the trouble and analyzed it for you. Do what we tell you to do. We know best.' It is soooooo annoying.
TODAY's summary of which to choose. |
Toddled off to get the booster shot accompanied by a pounding headache caused by a severe lack of sleep the night before — thunder, panicky dog and such. Arrrrgh. The thunder rolled from 12.45am to 4am. Fuck. Then the school bus picked her up at 6.45am. I barely had two hours of sleep.
Although the Moderna booster only uses 50mcg (half of the volume of the original shots if I had opted for that), it's still a lot more than a Pfizer booster of 30 mcg. I thought I would feel it, especially with sleep deprivation. The pounding headache that began before the shot stayed with me through the day. It didn't worsen though. I also bravely took a glass of highball at dinner. 👀✌🏻 The headache subsided when I hit the bed, and disappeared by the next morning. The night after the booster shot, I had cleverly moved out to sleep in the living room when the first thunder rolled at 2am, and continued sleeping till 8am. (Dog doesn't bother me the moment I do that. She just doesn't like me in bed in the bedroom when the thunderstorm rages.)
Otherwise, I felt fine. No sore arm, no aches, nothing. It rained all night and the whole of the next day, so the dog was anxious and stressed, and had the runs. I didn't get any exercise beyond sprinting out with her to the curb. I didn't even have to lug water to rinse the grass since the rain came down in steady sheets. The advisory told me not to exercise for two weeks. Bollocks. I'll get in pilates and gyro, and hit the gym over the weekend.
Two mornings later, I woke up to a left arm completely covered in rashes and the upper arm swelled, the lower cheeks and upper neck and eyelids swelled TOO. Walaoeh. Okay that's not out of the ordinary. Shellfish and chicken will cause this sort of allergic reaction too. Popped an antihistamine. It subsided by the evening.
I place my trust in science, and my own immune system. If I get a breakthrough infection, that's hardly surprising. If God decides that it's my time to die in spite of my best efforts, so be it. I'm an introvert, so it's not social events or parties I miss. Dining out for two works just fine. However, I resent being robbed of many normalcies. I would really like to go to the gym or chill out at the parks and beaches without wearing a mask. At the rate it's going, the pandemic isn't ending any time soon. It's up to us to decide how we manage our mental health while dealing with the many restrictions and chaos trailing in its wake. We can hide away at home in fear (that's already a privilege check), and be reduced to a shadow of our usual selves, or we could take calculated risks, and live.
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